There were also other things still happening back at Ridgehaven Circuit. There was the sound of breaking crockery on the floor in the loungeroom, but when I looked, there was nothing there. I also heard the same sound on the tiles directly behind me in the hallway, when I was working in the study. Both dogs were asleep on the carpeted floor beside me. There was sometimes a loud clatter that sounded like heavy furniture toppling over in the main living area when I arrived back at the house. I nearly always thought that it was the dogs excited that I was getting home and knocking something big over. I had worried that whatever it was would fall on them. But there was never anything amiss once I got inside. The dogs were usually asleep. Kindi would be in the loungeroom on her soft bed and Binda in the study on the carpet beneath the old desk by the aircon.
One day when I was in the garden the stem and leaves of a large plant began moving up and down of their own accord. There was no breeze and no other foliage moving. The movement was exaggerated, like waving. I hadn't taken to the plant, because it seemed to be very sensitive, opening and closing itself all the time. It seemed more like an animal than a plant, and so I worried over my responsiblity for its well being and survival.
One night at 11.42pm I saw a flash of white light to my right in mid air. Then the main lamp dimmed for a second. On another occasion, again, during the night, both of the dogs appeared to be watching 'something' that I couldn't see in the hallway. Then Binda had begun to study 'whatever it was' in the direction of the kitchen doorway. This occurred directly after the sounds of food being shuffled around inside the refrigerator. After watching for a short time Binda picked up one of his toys and studied whatever was in front of him again. He didn't seem too perturbed. It was like when a dog watches television but with more focus. He then moved away from it with the toy still in his mouth and came and sat by me. He watched it for a while longer, then ignored it. Whatever it was, it seemed to be his height as he looked straight ahead and not up at it.
Touch lamps were also going on and off in different sequences. One turned up by my bed when I was working later than usual. Once I was thinking of doing something such as walking the dogs at the little park down the street at 9.30am, but I became involved answering email. Then, right at that time, the desk lamp turned on and off in front of me. In my journal I recorded that I had gone through 35 different bulbs in six months and that 25 light bulbs in different parts of the house had blown in eight weeks. There was also another time where I was laying on the bed reading in the main bedroom and I was feeling mentally stimulated. Suddenly the overhead fan and the wall light went on and off together 2-3 times with a loud booming sound.
At around this time and throughout the preceding months, what felt like an 'angelic being', with her own autonomy of consciousness, appeared to enter and fuse with my own consciousness. It felt like 'an angel' was walking in my body.
When this occurred the writer of these words became semi-aware. For the time that I lost partial consciousness, another being was to gain consciousness, and when she opened her eyes 'we' experienced her perception of reality. She was sharing the psyche, but she had an entirely different perception of the physical world. Her reality was different to mine. Her thoughts and responses were different to mine. I had become a mere whisper in the ears of her, as I lost control of the physical body and she walked in my place. The fact that I am even able to have some memories of these events and what the world might have looked like for her, while I didn't know it at the time, was the very beginning of co-consciousness between two autonomous entities, an 'angelic being' and a human being.
When this 'angelic being' entered my body, her presence was eternal, loving and without fear. It felt like a pure white light entering through the crown of my head and coming down into my body, through into my arms, forearms and hands and torso. Once this occurred it was as if my body was lit, as if it was no longer an angel coming into my body but that 'we' had become the angel. This would happen throughout the day as she moved in and out of my physical body and conscious awareness.
