They turned out to be animals who are farmed, those unfortunate beings who are subjected to mass genocide and torture for little more than human habits and tastes. Beneath this political outcry was always the sense of the universal-spirit - and so the animal consciousness became my own consciousness and their plight the outcrying of my own soul. When it is the soul that drives the work on behalf of others, then that work becomes unstoppable. I have met many people over the years who, so long as their soul remains in the physical, will never give up on saving the lives of animals, since we share the same eternity of being. Non-human animals are also reflections of the divine universal spirit. They are perfect manifestations of God.
My early twenties were spent locked in internal battles repairing the damage that had been done to my psyche, ejecting 'the introjects' from my consciousness and reclaiming my own essence. As I entered my mid to late twenties, I felt myself pushing up through the inner sanctuary that had also become my inner prison and into the light of full external awareness for the first time. This occurred as I began to break through the neurological barriers of autism and the results of childhood abuse simultaneously. During this time the sky seemed to turn a shade brighter as I emerged to experience the ecstacy of being. But rather than remain inside, it was as if the very hands of God were birthing me into the physical world where all was sacred.
To exist as a single and relatively stable ego state that is conscious, and to suceed in a society that is foreign to my thinking, even on the smallest levels, has required major effort and ongoing commitment and positivity on my behalf. The neurological challenges and physical symptoms of autism provided me with daily hurdles that could sometimes make the simple process of cooking one's own meals or following simple step by step instructions beyond reach. While I felt I was born into a world that treated the disabled with cruelty and disdain, I have been fortunate never to lose my connection with the benevolent universal consciousness or that which I haved called God. This has allowed me to continue to have faith in humanity.
Since I was never fully intergrated into human society or relationship, I was personally protected from filling my awareness with the destructive and negative mass societal consciousness. Having autism and being an outsider meant that a good deal of my lessons came from the universal consciousness that included the natural world, a consciousness that humanity so often desires to control and exploit for its own purposes. Sometimes I felt as if societal consciousness was like a heavy and oppressive cloak that had been loosely draped about my shoulders, but it could also just as easily be shed.
My emergence from both my autism and the negative effects of human society has been a lifelong process. On 19th March in 2004 I experienced a crisis of awareness, when I found out that I had been sharing the central psyche and physical body with a multitude of conscious beings. The doors to everything I had forgotten were flung wide open. This time, as my programmed sense of reality was shattered, I embraced a multitude of selves and realities with an open and curious mind and, by doing so, was able to walk between the worlds through ongoing shifts in consciousness and awareness. A combination of my own consciousness and some kind of disembodied consciousness began to manifest in the physical world around me, as I became an agent for RSPK (Recurrent Spontaneous Psychokinesis).
Walking With The Angels: The RSPK Journals has been compiled from a series of notes and journals that were kept during this period, specifically detailing the physical 'phenomena' that occurred as a part of 'the awakening', of a multiple consciousness into its natural state, that being one which reflects, the multidimensional nature of consciousness and reality. I am still in the process of remembering and piecing together a series of events that have occurred throughout my life, involving an external disembodied consciousness, that was channeled by myself and that manifested in the physical world.
My purpose in writing this book is that these words may help others who may be awakening at this time and that together, by simply being ourselves, we will continue to work in the best interests of life on Earth and beyond, by walking with the angels.
