Kindi was fine and I was prescribed some antibiotics for Binda's cough. After leaving the vet and entering the driveway to Giuseppe Court, I saw lightning come down around the car. It looked like a flash of light and a couple of small white chains of lightning. I thought, that's lightning! Right on top of my car! I kept my foot on the brake pedal and looked around through the car windows for a possible source, but there was nothing that could have done it. My concern was that I may now have been attracting electrical current or freak lightning, as I had at my mother's place at Bingara Road back at Macquarie Fields.
As the dogs and I settled into Giuseppe Court other small things began to occur. One Sunday I got up to go to the markets and was told that I would be given a sign. As usual, this 'thought' was spontaneous. I drove out through the security gate to the block of units and I noticed that one of the streetlights was on. It was mid morning. I was certain it had not been on before as it was glaringly obvious and I would have noticed it. I drove closer stopping the car for a minute. As I was making ready to turn the car around, the streetlight switched off. Later that evening, I heard what sounded like small stones or rocks hitting the window glass. This happened several times at the unit. But there seemed nothing that could have caused that noise to occur.
Around this time I became interested in seeing what would happen if I was placed under hypnosis. I thought it might be a short cut to finding out a few more details about what was going on. Manson told me that he was a qualified hypnotist and handed me his card. I went to his unit in Fannie Bay. It was set up like a meditation centre and after some initial conversation about what had been going on and what I hoped to achieve from the session, I allowed myself to be placed under hypnosis.
While in that state I travelled into what seemed to be a beautiful and enchanted imaginary world and felt myself become the young woman who lived there. The voice that had begun to speak out loud was higher pitched than mine, and I vaguely remember her talking about loving God. Then the unexpected occurred. Once I was woken from hypnosis, I found that this younger being occupied the body and that I had now taken a backseat in the central psyche. It was if I had become a ghost, who now only experienced an external reality through her eyes.
Furthermore, she did not appear to have the perceptions of a human. Nor was she aware of her surroundings in the same way that I had been. To my way of thinking her consciousness seemed to be that of a young 'angelic being' who had woken up inside my body. Through her eyes, everything had an aura as though the physical world was saturated in a brilliant light.
Manson's face was also surrounded by light and everything was interpreted as God or Love. This being looked around at the room filled with light. It was as if she was autonomous within the psyche, but I was able to go between experiencing her thoughts and my own simultaneously. She was unaware of where or who she was, only that she existed. In the distance I heard Manson gasp several times, repeating the words, "Oh my God" and "So beautiful." I heard this 'angelic being' speak in a high-pitched child's voice as she exclaimed, "I'M HUMAN!" I then heard Manson's voice, as if from a distance say, "No, I don't think you are. I think you are from a long way away."
The 'angelic being' then said, "I don't care! I love human!" But the essence of her being was not easily translated into words. She then seemed to tap into my own consciousness, as I filled in her thoughts with my own. This seemed to cause her to change her expression to, "I LOVE HUMANITY'. This happened instantaneously, although there was still a process of conscious exchange or co-consciousness involved, where this being seemed to be accessing my consciousness and my use of language. It was as if she was accessing my thoughts to speak through me. So in this case, rather than saying, "I love human," she had rectified her mistake by the use of a second sentence, "I love humanity." This was a thought that had come from me, but that had been transferred to her consciousness to be expressed.
