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Almost immediately following this, something would occur with either streetlights or number plates or clouds. What made the number plate 'phenomena' so disconcerting, was that there would again be several things happening either sequentially or simultaneously. For example, while driving along Dick Ward Drive I was told, there will be a sign. Then a car pulled in front of me with the plates numbered 66. And I thought to myself, that's only two, not three. Then I looked to the right hand lane and another car had the number 66 on the number plate. Then a car turned onto the road from a street to the left with another 66 on its number plate. So this meant that there were now four cars on the road, these being my own vehicle and in front of me 3 cars. One in each lane - [66] [66] [66]. These very obvious and ongoing sequences of number plates would then start to occur every Friday when I drove to the chiropractor and ran errands.
Soon the numbers were replaced by words. What spooked me about this triple digit or number plate 'phenomena', was when it began to spell out sentences and situations in the number plates, that were of direct relevence to me at the time, one after the other and in a short period of time and along the same section of road. I didn't understand how or why this could be happening. It often felt as if the future already existed, that I was always going to see these certain number plates at this particular time.
I started wondering if I could somehow see the future, since I was often told a series of things would happen in the day and then they did. For example, once I was told that I would run into a certain person, I would see streetlights on in a certain area, I would have a dog approach me on a beach to see if I was okay and there would be another sign regarding the dogs as I left the beach and was walking towards the carpark. All these things were to happen one after the other. The final thing to occur was that as I left the beach where the dog had approached me, I came across a man in the carpark who was travelling around Australia. He told me that his two old dogs had died and showed me their photos which he had hung in his van. He told me that it was important to be strong and to go on in the world and that his two dogs would travel with him wherever he went.
While I did not like the feeling of everything already being predetermined, there was an amazing security in the notion that the future was not unknown, and what they were trying to tell me through number plates such as [FAITH] and [ETERNETE] and dozens of 666s was that everything was going to be all right and that, in the universe as in the world, everything was panning out just as it should at this particular moment in time.
During October in 2005, I gave a talk to a small group of people that were associated with an alternative healing centre. I hadn't been keen to do it, since I knew that people would get scared. As I spoke about my experiences I could see several facial expressions slowly turning into looks of fear. I attempted to reassure the group that it was mainly positive and that I was not afraid. But afterwards one of the women said, "Your life is not your own!" As it turned out, she was a manic depressive whose brother had suicided. The trouble with the 'phenomena' is that people either didn't believe it, or when it started to happen in front of them or to them, they became frightened and angry.
If anything, all these unexplained things occurring around me, so often coupled by the lack of understanding and assistance that I had hoped to find in other people, caused me to become wary. Still it was all very exciting at this stage and on the occasion of having given a talk to this group, I became charged up. Sometimes even talking about the 'angelic beings' caused something to occur. On the way home from giving the talk I communicated to the beings with my mind, I don't really have the experience with streetlights anymore and perhaps it had only happened after the dogs died and wouldn't happen again.
Less than five minutes later, after my thoughts had moved on to the general errands that I had to run the next day, I looked through the windscreen and a streetlight blew out above me. It was a thrill since it indicated that the 'angelic beings' were still around. It followed the pattern of 'offering reassurance'. This had been occurring over the previous few weeks, where I would think to myself and to them, after something odd had happened, no, that's a coincidence. Then whatever was happening would happen again until I said out loud, "Okay, I know you're there." |
