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These days the most accurate description I can provide, after an extraordinary five years, is that I am in constant and continuing open and physical communication with a multitude of benevolent and mysterious disembodied consciousnesses, that have the ability to move in and out of my body or, at the very least, affect my own consciousness. A sense of disinterest, ignorance and disbelief has been replaced with a sense of awe, gratitude and exploration. For the first time in my life I feel protected and safe. I am aware of many realities and existences.
I sometimes still weep as streetlights turn on or off over my head during the day or at night, or when something unseen knocks on the wall beside me, or when I experience constant strings of synchronistic events that guide me on a daily basis, to remind me of what to do, or what not to do, or when I feel the light come down into my body from the top of my head as an 'angelic being' manifests or when the lights flicker or the raps begin. I can't believe how lucky I am to have finally woken up or, more accurately, to have remembered who I was born to be.
All new experiences can feel strange and overwhelming at first. It is likely that we will fear and disbelieve them or attempt to destroy or hide them, when they do not fit our current sense of reality or what we think we know to be true. However the greater realities will only come into our conscious awareness as our societal programming is seen for the illusion that it really is and when we allow ourselves to open our minds to the universe.
At first this can feel like our whole world is being shattered, or that everything we once trusted and knew to be true is dissolving into thin air. It can feel like the foundations of our existence are being pulled out from beneath our feet like a trip mat. But this will only appear to occur until our narrow view of reality or societal programming is replaced by divine love that welcomes us into a richer and fuller existence. This awareness or awakening into who we are meant to be is part of our development. Non-human animals and babies are already there.
I have turned from someone who repressed this knowledge, who denied the multiplicity of both consciousness and reality, into someone who is open-minded and comfortable with exploring physical 'phenomena' and developing my consciousness further. I have now realised that all my nightmares have come true alongside all my dreams. This has meant that anything I am afraid of manifests in my life. I now realise that everything that has happened to me is a lesson to be learnt from and that I have been given an opportunity to face and overcome all my fears in this existence. Fear is not an ongoing requirement of the evolutionary process of consciousness. I know that I was born with a purpose and that I have been guided throughout my life. I now realise that I am loved and protected. I have even been told of my physical death and what I am to do and like most people, I will never give up on finding my loved ones who have left this plane of conscious existence. Perhaps that can happen right now in this physical world, through the development of our own consciousnesses.
Lastly, I continue to be told of future events, sometimes a year or more in advance, from people I will meet to how to deal with the mass consciousness of a society in crisis. With this in mind, I focus on existence and in creating a new reality on a moment to moment basis, knowing I am a co-conscious creator working in conjunction with the universe. I trust that by reading my story others will come forward and tell of their own experiences in these amazing times. We are all creative works in progress. Everything is happening now. We are all the one creating, evolving, existing eternal being. So with these thoughts in mind, perhaps it is time for us to remember who we really are. |
