FIRST DAYS OF LIBERATION [1]: HOLD FAST. TOTAL CARE.
The Dragon Accused Me Of Being A Pious Hyprocrite And I Immediately Knew That He Was Right.
In late September, 2009, I woke up from the dream of the world, to find myself wide awake in Satan's Matrix. I was deep within enemy territory with only one book, that was still a stranger to me, to comfort myself with. I clung to The Bible, that the women at Kim's church had given me, day and night. It was all I had and I believed, that while I physically held onto it, that I would not die. The Dragon, with his breath still upon me, seemed to have had only a very slight reaction of uncertainty, which, in turn, had puzzled me. While I did not see him standing in front of me, I could see him in my mind's eye and I knew him. It was as if his thoughts were also my own. I knew The Dragon well. But only what he would have me know.
It was morning again at the unit in Progress Drive and I was off to run a few errands. The Dragon's gaze was fixed upon me. I could not see him physically, but I could sense his gargantuan consciousness waiting for me outside. I stepped out into the carpark of the units, in time to see a truck that should not have been on that road, thundering past, with the word 'MACK' written on the front, followed by the number 555. With Bible in hand, I shouted out in the carpark of the block of units, in response to this synchronistic intrusion, "Get away from me in the name of Jesus!" Then followed a van with 'GOOD' written on the side. That wasn't him, I thought. That was from an angel. This word had come as an encouragement.
As I drove along Progress Drive, still in a state of ongoing bewilderment and moment to moment shock, yet feeling the reassuring presence of The Bible on the passenger seat beside me, I noticed that two white vans, had pulled up together on the side street, by the roundabout, next to the Nightcliff Village. The first van had two words on its side and the second van also had two words, so that the four words then connected into a single phrase:
HOLD FAST. TOTAL CARE.
This Was Entirely Unexpected Total Reassurance. These Were Holy Angels Of God.
This was amazing to me. It was the first time that I had understood that there were opposing sides and it was the first time, that I knew that someone was on my side. There were beings, non-human intelligences, that cared about me. These were God's holy angels. I knew it, but I still couldn't believe it. I glanced down at The Bible on the passanger seat, marvelling at the words, 'HOLD FAST' and 'TOTAL CARE'. I wondered what the phrase 'hold fast' meant. I'd never heard it before. Whatever it meant, they intended to look after me. They told me that I was under their 'total care'. I just couldn't believe that anyone would bother to 'care' about me ...
The Presence Of Two Opposing Forces
Despite all my interaction with angelic beings, there was a very big difference between my so called, 'new age' angels, guides and or 'beings of light' and these angels. These were proper Biblical angels. These angels were not playing games and I for some reason, I dared not speak back. I had never been afraid before, when perhaps I needed to have been afraid all along, since I knew these were the same angels, who had placed the sign in front of me, 'STOP BEFORE YOU'RE DEAD'. There was authority behind their words. I could sense the concern being caused in the other dimension, where they existed, the spiritual world, being both inside and outside my own consciousness simultaneously, as if all was an interplay of consciousness on created physical platforms. It was here that The Dragon and I had first met.
In regards to these angels, I chose to do as I was told and I kept The Bible close to me, as tangible reassurance, against an unseen world of intensifying ongoing interaction, that I could not see, at least with my physical eyes. The next time they contacted me, they placed a car in front of me in the traffic with the plate [DISCERN]. Discern? I thought, I wonder what that means? I looked it up online. So they wanted me to be able to 'discern', to tell the difference between the good angels and the bad angels. I never even knew that there were two kinds.
The Dragon Used Signs That Matched Events, To Remind Me Of His Continuing Presence In My Life.
It was about having 'spiritual discernment', which was something I had never considered before, because in my spiritual reality, that being, the one that I had shared with my guides, there was no evil. I quickly learnt to discern, however, as all the personalised car plates in Darwin, began to take a turn for the worst before my very eyes ... [BURN] [ROASTED] [SHOOT YRSELF] and the word 'UNSEALED'. This, more often than not, appeared on black cars that appeared to act intrusively, by pulling directly in front of me in the traffic, waiting at intersections or in side streets that I passed, and/ or by coming out from a side street in front of me. Was this coming from my guides?, since I was now at least able to 'discern', that these were words about going to Hell. I could hardly believe that this was actually happening ...
This was followed by a car number plate that said [LIBERATION]. Yeah, I thought. They are telling me that it's about my liberation. I was in no state of mind, to grasp what this really meant. The only 'liberation' I had been involved in, was Animal Liberation. Now these holy angels were applying this word to my own life! Yet there were not many number plates from God's angels at all. While The Dragon and Co., would literally immerse me in ongoing sequences of synchronicities, I could probably count the corresponding communication, from God's holy angels, on one hand. They were restrained, which is why whatever they said, immediately stood out. As it turned out, God's holy angels would only use similar techniques in order to have my focus gently shift towards them. This was to be a very gradual process.
The Dragon: First Response
I arrived back at Progress Drive, from running my errands, an hour or so later, whereupon The Dragon was quick to respond to the latest state of affairs, regarding my involvement with Kim's church and The Bible that I was now reading throughout the day and night. His words of injury and indignation, at my rudeness and lack of respect, bellowed forth inside my mind:
closely followed by a synchronised message on my computer.
The Dragon's first comment, after I had shouted in the carpark, was about belief. There was no good way and no bad way. It was all about what you chose to believe and in the not so recent past, he had insisted that both the darkness and the light could be held within, in perfect balance. I had not been convinced of this at the time. No. I don't think so, actually ... because isn't God just all light and no darkness? At least, that is always how I had imagined God to be. "This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all." [1 John 1:5, The Holy Bible, KJV].
Yet this stopped me momentarily. He was correct in one regard, Or was he? My guides [aka The Dragon] had taught me, that tolerance of people's choice of lifestyles and opinions, was the way to please God. Yet now, I sensed 'suprise' in his voice, and an uneasiness that told me that, he was not telling the truth. It sounded like everything I believed in, but coming from him, it was no longer right. While I hadn't thought it through, I knew Jesus was right, not him.
I Shouted At The Dragon, Since I Thought It Was What I Had To Do, In Order To Be Saved.
"May the power of Christ compell you," I said, since I had seen it on the movie The Exorcist, followed by, "Get thee behind me, Satan." The Dragon was again quick to respond on the pc:
While in my mind I heard the words, I can hardly contact you through the songs with all that yelling. Yet beneath the pseudo restraint, I sensed his hesitancy turning into mild concern. It was as if, I could almost hear him thinking, Hmm, what am I going to do now? As for my own response, I seemed to have gone into a permanent state of shock, where I barely existed each moment. If he could feel my emotions and hear my thoughts, then he could hear this thought as well. GET OUT OF MY LIFE IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND STAY OUT, I shouted at him.
The Dragon Promoted The Concept Of Yin & Yang, In Conjunction With Moral Relativism.
Lacking faith, I was looking for ways to escape the situation and to seek shelter. I pictured myself heading towards the catholic church in Smith Street, with my sleeping bag and then never coming out again. But I did not go, because I was anchored to The Bible, that now went with me everyhere I went. Even when I was not reading it, I felt that it's physical presence would sustain me. I was focused in on it now, as one who would light a single candle, within a great wide darkness, not knowing if and when The Dragon's breath would finally blow it out.
Mackenzie & Co. appeared to drop by intermittently, or to have backed off momentarily, leaving me to the one whom I knew the best, at least what he had wanted me to know and feared the most, which at this early stage of my liberation, was The Dragon. Everything from that point on began to intensify, as time itself seemed to slow down, so that all I could do, was make sure that I clung to The Bible around the clock, doing exactly as I was told to do, by the ones who appeared to be on my side, the same ones, who had used the vans to reassure me with the words: 'HOLD FAST' and 'TOTAL CARE.' God Almighty had found it necessary, to send one [or perhaps several] of His ministering and fighting angels, in order to guide and protect me and The Dragon despised one of these angels, with an otherworldly vengance.
I Woke Up From The New Age Lie, Only To Find Myself In Bed, With The Enemy Of Jesus Christ. |
