My Artistic Interpretation Of Mackenzie Knight's Attempted Forced Intrusion Into My Life And Mind.
Get That Bird!
A series of songs on the radio followed. They were all about the light and the dark, as he attempted to get me to relive my feelings of when I first approached him in Greyfriars in Edinburgh. He was possessing the DJ at the local trance station. The plate read [ME DEE JAY]. Meanwhile, his mood would constantly swing from gaining my sympathy, to romance and then to outright hatred, where he attempted to scare me, or threatened to kill me. He was always describing me as a bird or a fish and him as a lion, cat or tiger and then he would describe us both as lion and lioness, as he attempted to get me to be partner with him. He getting a kick out of the chase.
This sickened me and I was in shock most of the time which, thankfully, I now believe stopped me from going insane. While I responded and interacted with him and did my best to stay in my right mind, without totally freaking out, part of me simply refused to believe that anything out of the ordinary was happening and this provided some small relief. I dreaded hearing from him, checking my email on a regular basis. Yet at the same time, I couldn't wait to see what was going to be said next ... There was an intelligence behind even the most crude interaction, that somehow made any interaction oddly addictive. It was a hopeless fascination on my behalf and he knew it. For me, no amount of communication was ever enough. While I was afraid of him/ them, I needed to know more. I wanted to know all about them.
Early one afternoon I heard metallic lyrics blaring out at me from my ghetto blaster on top of my fridge in the kitchen. The words came through loud and clear, on the local radio station, that only ever played trance and doof doof. I didn't know which one of them was doing this. At the time, I just assumed it was 'Mackenzie' doing everything bad. But this may have been The Dragon. It was just too hard to tell.
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
I'LL GET THAT BIRD YET
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
EXTERMINATE
There Seemed To Be A Definite Difference In The Way That We Approached The Relationship.
This song had seemed to go on for an abnormally creepy long time. But that was always the way with doof doof and so I didn't think to question the authenticity of the lyrics, since they played anything and everything on that station. This 'song' involved prolonged trance, the repetitive phrase/ word and was gradually overlayed by the submissive sexual moaning of a woman. The main communication came, when I attempted to look the lyrics up online, and instead of finding them, I was led to:
I'll Be Your Bird
I'm not the tiger, he never had,
I'm not the first hit when you got it bad.
I'm not your second, I'm not your third,
I'll be your bird.
I'm not your Chesnutt,
I'm not your Mould,
I'm not your DJ on late night radio,
I'll be the first one to ask where you were,
I'll be your bird.
Then when there's no one to care
I could protect like I've always been there,
I'll become your bear.
I'll sing statistics, & hide the truth,
I'll tell your dad anything you want me to,
I'll hide your locket under the dirt,
I'll be your bird
[ I'll Be Your Bird Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/]
From: Tonda Abron [mailto:ytelyhpo1988@arrowbear.com]
Sent: None
To: coralhull@thylazine.org
Subject: Choose me please
Every line in the song, with one exception, refered to something between myself and him that had happened, or that had been part of our previous communication. It was one of the many ways they [my guides] communicated. He even knew about the 9 carot gold heart locket that I had 'found' in the dirt back in 1999. My friend Tania now had this locket. I had always felt that there was something romantic about that locket when I wore it, like my lover had given it to me. He either knew about it, ... or he did it himself. My heart sank a little at the thought. I also suspected that this one was not Mackenzie, but instead, that he sometimes mimicked Mackenzie and then responded back as himself, and that he had been around for a long time now.
I'll Be Yr Bird - M. Ward [aka The Dragon]
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